It felt like a tidal wave that crashed onto me without warning. Somewhat caught me off-guard and in other words, unexpected.. but not in a nice way.

Don't wonder why people go crazy. Wonder why they don't. In face of what we can lose in a day, in an instant, wonder what the hell it is that make us hold it together.

i need to do something about this.

Because it´s only when you´re tested that you truly discover who you are. And it´s only when you´re tested that you discover who you can be. The person that you want to be does exist, somewhere in the other side of hard work and faith, and belief and beyond the heartache and fear of what life has.

sometimes i feel like an old soul and i wonder why. on a separate note, i dont think i've ever felt this tired for a very,very long time.

Argh.

My day started off horribly. But it ended on a better note than what I expected it to be. I'm looking forward to Friday because it spells... O-F-F-D-A-Y! :)

Change. We don’t like it, we fear it, but we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn’t is lying. But heres the truth: the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Oh, sometimes, change is ... everything.
x x x

oh good people of nokia, what's taking you so long? i really need my phone back.

Another technical glitch came up but this time round, it wasn't the laptop or the ipod. Well, unfortunately it was my beloved handphone. Let's skip the part where the Starhub customer service people gave me a very ridiculous reply to a distressed me yesterday. Even a mere recollection of it could send my voice all pitchy and arms-a-flying explaining. I guess there's just something about me and technology AND customer service. Maybe we just can't click or something... sigh, i don't know! I just miss my hp! All my saved messages will be erased and i'm left with an empty hp yet again :( On top of everything that has happened lately, the fact i might just be the only person who actually left the care center without collecting the sim card, batt and whatnots and then panicking only 30 minutes after tops everything off almost "perfectly".

How embarrassing.

This week.. suffice to say, has been extremely challenging for the mind. Piling and pending workloads on my desk. Mark ups, unedited layouts, contractor chasing engineer, engineer chasing me. Me? Well, i'm not chasing anyone cos I'm the last one in the foodchain. The least i can do is curse the architects for making my life difficult. Sheesh. Honestly, i'm terribly drained. It feels like my brain's been squeezed and pounded to the max... it feels so numb.. and yes, there are days where i am not all smiley, happy, chatty or perky and just feel like being alone and selfish for a little bit you know? Well,I am human afterall. Hrmm, anyway. I stumbled upon this line and i kinda like it.

we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

Goodnight world.

My weekends have been fabulous. Thanks to my friends and besties for making this weekend and the previous one worth remembering. Brings a whole new meaning to my special day which happens only once a year and lastly, i love you guys. After all these years, i'm sure you guys are aware of that by now. Here's to more memorable moments & friendships worth keeping :)

I am terribly, terribly pissed and upset so I just need to let it out somewhere.

I absolutely hate it when something goes wrong with my mp3 (or any of my techies for that matter. ie: laptop, hp and the works. oh you get me.) because 3/4 of my day is spent listening to it. All day at work, on the way to and from work as well as before I sleep and yes, I need music everywhere possible. Don't ask why, I just depend alot on it.

So what happened? Well, you see... I was happily listening to the ipod when suddenly the music stopped. I don't know what happened. It just... STOPPED! Everything else works fine though. The videos are playing like normal and my radio is working too. Everything is alright except for the music folders. The files can be read but they're not playing and I just don't know why!!!

Furthermore, I can't back up my songs! All 451 songs and videos can't be backed up and its gonna be deleted if I restore the player. That's it, I'm heading to the Apple Center first thing after work tomorrow to get it fixed if its still not playing any of my songs. They better have a good explanation why my songs aren't playing like they're supposed to, back up all my songs and replace whatever is neccesary without any extra charges.

Why?? Because I did not pay a freaking $500 bucks for a lousy mp3 that will crash on me when I least expect it!!! This is what, my THIRD mp3? To think I actually switched from Creative to Ipod thinking the latter would create lesser complications and I really am going to kick up a fuss if they can't get it fixed immediately. For your information, I take care of my gadgets very well thank you.

I so tak happy okay. HRMMPH.

If you were to ask me how my entire week went, I'd tell you it went quite well indeed...